I am renewing my season ticket (and for the entire family) for next year at the earliest opportunity. This is to help the club's finances and give the Chestnuts a known budget for next year. However, I have to say my heart is not in it for the first time in 19 years. And....if we are still in this dire cycle of excuses and limp performances, lacking character and committment by Christmas, I will have gone to the Posh (easy for me as my mum lives there). No doubt will get a beasting for saying this, but just being honest.